As a kid, I loved to draw
and loved to play with colors
But I was told that
if I want to be “smart”,
I must focus on “real” studies.
So I did. I studied hard.
Wrote some exams
Hustled my way through an Engineering college
to study
Mechanical Engineering
because I was fascinated with machines
Then came more exams...
and even more studying...
In quest of a core job,
I wrote GATE exam
and managed to secure a good rank
and with that, I landed a job at Bharat Petroleum
It was a whole new chapter,
I wore many hats...jumping between different profiles...
each one came with new challenges,
testing my abilities
But slowly, questions started creeping in—
Is this a career I want for the long run?
Am I really growing here?
Am I really enjoying the work or doing it just to earn a living?
What’s the true purpose behind my journey?
The existential thoughts grew louder.
I started feeling lost
I decided to resign from the job
and take a break
I stepped out of my comfort zone
and set off on an unknown journey...
joined a meditation retreat to re-discover myself
I involved myself in different volunteering activities, trying out new things
and that is when I discovered about..
which instantly resonated with me..
and I decided to pursue formal design education
After giving few more exams
(by now, I had made peace with it)..
I joined IIT Guwahati to pursue MDes
This is where I acquired a diverse set of skills..
and learned to use many tools..
and now I am looking forward to opportunities to apply all these skills
and make some impact in the real World.